Life & Love

Life - sometimes it seems so easy to face it each day
but still, at times, it seems so hard...

How can we strive day by day -
if we never know what's going to happen tomorrow

Love, it seems so easy to fall in
but still, at times, it seems so hard...

How do we built relationship -
if we are in two different world - far apart

Ya Allah, if he is meant for me, then bring our hearts closer together. If he is not meant for me, then close his heart from me and let us be apart. I'm not so strong to feel the pain again. Ameen, Ameen Ya Allah.

Game

I think my heart is playing a game with me now.

I'm scared...

Scared if I will fall down and hurt again in this game.

What should I do?

Tribute to Our Palestinian Brothers and Sisters

Emptiness

have you ever had that empty feeling inside of you...
like no one cares or loves-you-back feeling ;
as, if you would cry,
no one would be there to wipe away the t e a r s.

I know I'm having that feeling now...
The feeling of emptiness....

Sports Day

Today is our school sports day... I'm lucky because I was assigned to do the program tentative with Salina. Most of the part was done by her...hahahhaa..I'm lucky again because I was paired with her. Because of the tentative had been done earlier, so today I just lingered around enjoying the sports event - cheering my heart out and now, I'm having a sore throat. Bugger.

But don't get me wrong. I do have some other sports house duty to be fulfilled. I was in charged of the house mascot with Anisah and a few other students. But unfortunately, we didn't win this year - better luck next year hopefully. I didn't have the chance to snap a few pics of the maskot but I'll try to post it later when I had bluetoothed them from my colleagues.

Well, not much to tell. Our sports house - Jupiter - won the second place in overall. Why do we always get second??? *Sigh*

I love sports day. Why??? Because we don't have classes on that day. Hurrayyyy!!!! ;-)

Palestine

Heart

"When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void forever."

KNOW and REMEMBER these brands!!!

While I was reading my friend's blog - Tihara, I came across this entry on boycott list. So I decided to share it with you the list. And it is also as a reminder to myself. Let us do this small, tiny part in helping out our brothers and sisters in Palestine. Spread out this lists and let us boycott them in every possible way that we could. May Allah bless and protect our brothers and sisters from those ruthless Israeli.

COMPANIES TO BOYCOTT

* AOL Time Warner Time Life magazine, CNN, ICQ
* Apax Partners Jonny Rockets, Sunglass Hut.
* Arsenal Football Club
* Coca-Cola Fruitopia, Fanta, Kia Orange, Lilt, Sprite, Sunkist..
* Caterpillar
* Danone HP foods, Evian, Volvic, Jacob
* Delta Galil Hema, Barbie, Carrefour, Auchan, Tchibo, Victoria's Secret, GAP, Banana Republic, Structure, J-Crew, JC Penny, Pryca, Lindex, DIM, DKNY, Ralph Lauren, Playtex, cK, Hugo Boss, M&S
* Disney
* Emblaze
* Estée Lauder Aramis, Clinique, DKNY, Prescriptives, Origins, MAC, La Mer, Bobbi Brown, Tommy Hilfiger, Jane, Donna Karan, Aveda, Stila, Jo Malone, Bumble & Bumble, Kate Spade
* Home Depot Villager's Hardware, Georgia Lighting, Apex Supply, EXPO Design Centres
* IBM
* Intel * Johnson & Johnson
* Kimberly-Clark Kleenex, Kotex, Huggies, Andrex
* Lewis Trust Group River Island, Isrotel hotels, Britannia Pacific
* The Limited Inc Express stores, Lerner New York, Structure, New York & Company, Mast Industries, Intimate Brands, Victoria's Secret, Bath & Body Works, White Barn Candle Company, Henri Bendel
* L'Oreal Giorgio Armani, Redken 5th Avenue, Lancome Paris, Vichy, Cacharel, La Roche-Posay, Garnier, Biotherm, Helena Rubinstein, Maybelline, Ralph Lauren, Carson
* Marks & Spencer M&S, St.Michaels
* McDonald's
* Motorola
* Nestle Nescafé, Perrier, Vittel, Pure Life, Carnation, Libby's, Milkmaid, Nesquik, Maggi, Buitoni, Cross & Blackwell, KitKat, Milkybar, Quality Street, Smarties, After Eight, Aero, Polo, Lion, Felix cat food, L'Oréal
* News Corporation TV: Fox, Sky, Star, Phoenix, Granada, CNBC. UK newspapers: Standard Newspaper, News of the World, The Sun, The Times. Australian Newspapers: The Telegraph , Gold Coast Bulletin, Herald Sun, Independent, Sunday Mail. US newspapers: New York Post. Publishers: Harper Collins Ragan, Zondervan, National Geographical. Nursery World, Rawkus, NDS, Mushroom Records, ChinaByte.com, Festival Records
* Nokia
* Revlon New World Entertainment, Forbes
* Sara Lee Hanes, Playtex, Champion, Leggs, Douwe Egberts, Bryan, DIM, Ambi Pur, Bali, Superior Coffee, Just My Size, Kiwi, Maison Cafe, Nur die, Pilao, Lovable, Outer Banks, Wonderbra, Sanex, Pickwick, Gossard, Body Mist, Brylcreem, Aqua Velva, Radox
* Siemens
* Selfridges
* Starbucks Seattle Coffee, Pasqua, Hear Music, Tazo
* Timberland

A very good tip for identifying the products to boycott. Every bar Coded product in the market contains its country code included in barcode digits. Please check the barcode of any product before you buy.

Check the first 3 digits from the LEFT.
Example, an Israeli product will have barcode like: 729 3453459070
The following list is given according the priority as the worst at top and then second worst is next.

1. 729 - Israel
2. 570 - 579 Denmark (i.e. 570, 571... 579)
3. 870 - 879 Netherlands (i.e. 870,871... 879)
4. 300 - 379 France
5. 700 - 709 Norway
6. 400 - 440 German

Duhh.... =__='

My life is so totally upside down right now...

Woke up late today...duhhh...
My mood was totally blew up by my sister this morning when she ignored (purposely or not I'm not sure- don't care) my pleading and begging to help me iron my dress. I woke her up thrice and I DID see her, rolling her humongous ass around for few times and yet, she said she did not realize when I told her that. Lousy sister... And I'm still piss off with it.

I know it's my fault for waking up late. But it's not like I purposely did it, right? Well, come to think of it again - maybe she really still half awake when I was talking to her. And it's not like she purposely did it - so she said. Maybe I was a bit over reacted when I slammed the door when I came home from work this evening. But at that time, I'm still pissed off with her and when I saw her using my laptop while laying on my bad -ughhhh...something just shot up inside of me. I asked her to leave while me slamming my wardrobe doors. Then she left the room followed by the slamming of the door - her doing - and followed by another slamming -my doing. And I was trembling with anger.

But heck - sisters don't quarrel over days, right? So I'll try to patch things up with her again tomorrow and see how it goes. I am really not fond of cold wars.

Tiredness ++ Suxxness

This week is so suxx.

I have to swap with my Head Panel to the morning session this week and most probably next week too. Had to wake up early for a few days already and all my body systems are not cooperating well with me too. Been experiencing slight headache now and then, having flu at night - running nose, wide blinking eyes in the middle of the night....arghhh...Oh..and not to mention about the eye bags that starting to form under my eyes yet.

I can't believe it that I actually said 'Yes' to her request. Ughhh...I'm so pathetic. Can't even stood up for myself.

It's hell this week....the only thing that made my day this week was watching that Korean drama - Fullhouse.

Somebody, give me some moral support please... T__T

It's unimaginable to go through this whole thing again for next week. Arrghhhhhhhh...........